Tonight (Above and Beyond Remix) by Dirty Vegas

Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight my friend,

Ive got this feeling that I hope will never end
Tonight, tonight, tonight I see
these precious moments that mean everything to me
I wanna be with you
Right here with you
I wanna be with you
Right here with you
(I wanna be, tonight)
(I wanna be, tonight)
(I wanna be, tonight)


 
Emotera mode ako while writing this entry. I spent my Holy weekend in a boot camp. Good Friday, drills. Saturday, more drills. Easter Sunday - completing more drills and the finale.


No, it wasn't a booty camp. No, the drills are actual exercises and not the dirty kind. Come to think of it, I miss getting dirty. Hindi ako malinis ha. Alam nyo yung feeling na naputikan ka, pinagpawisan nang husto, nalangisan yung damit at balat, naalikabukan sa ash storm, etc, pero di ka naligo. Para lang akong nakulob. In other words, wala akong ginawang cleansing ritual. Kaya hindi ako malinis o nagmamalinis. As is lang. Neutral. Kebs.

Kasama kasi sa drills itong kantang ito. Nakaka-indak. Kahit wala ako sa club, feeling ko nasa Bed ako. Or O-Bar. Ang saya ng feeling - light and carefree.

Eto ka, nung pinakinggan ko ang lyrics, nag-emote naman ako. Nabuhay bigla ang longing ko for a partner. Kasalanan mo to, Galen. Nung sinabi mong ang sarap siguro ng feeling na ka-hug o ka-fuck mo mahal mo sa buhay, saka ko naman na-miss yung thought na sana may partner ako. Echos lang sa "kasalanan mo, Galen" part.

Nag-teary eyed ako with sabaw ang utak moment. Nakakainis. Pero ganun ako.

Gusto ko lang i-share yung song. Malamang narinig nyo na ito sa dancefloor.

Saka, wag kayong magiging sabaw tulad ko.

Di makulay ang buhay sa sinabawang utak.