Technical Difficulties

Friends, thank you for the messages and comments on my emotional diarrhea. I have two more drafts in the works, but I decided to defer posting them. I agree with Soltero na mahirap ma-BJ sa kwartong may Winnie the Pooh wall painting. Chos. Pambihira ka, soltero, pinagana mo imahinasyon ko.

My three formidable enemies now are: my past, my insecurities, and trust issues. But I'll deal with them without blogging much about them.

Di bagay ang emotera sa aking blog, o ang sobrang pag-iinarte. Tama na muna ang igiban ng luha.

Anyhoo, blogger.com was experiencing system error churva. Some of the comments could not be published, like kay Nimmy, dabo, kiks, and soltero.

Pasensya na mga friends.

On the lighter side, I wanna thank Bienvenido Lim aka orallyours, for pointing to me "The Story about the man who didn't believe in love". Thank you, Migs the Manila Gay Guy for sharing that wonderful, wonderful story. Naluha ako sa first five minutes pa lang ng narrative. And the whole piece was moving, very insightful, and very enlightening. At dahil dyan, I bought the whole volume of The Four Agreements by don Miguel Ruiz. Hehe.

Thank you, my friends, for the supportive messages and comments to my whining and lamentations.

Monday was an interesting day for me. I was in my usual emotera mode. I messaged Bien and he was free naman to meet up. At nagkita nga kami. We had a short but fun chat. It's nice to meet a blogger na based dito sa Zingapura. Bien, all the best. Definitely, we'll see each other again.

Pagkauwi ko naman, I called my guy, ate Guy. We had the usual casual conversation. Gusto nga akong sampalin ni Bien, kasi sabi ko sa kanya, pag di ko nakakausap o nakakatext si guy, down ako. Pag kausap ko na sya, parang ang saya-saya ko uli. Pag baba ng telepono, down na naman ako. Lukaret lang, db? It turns out that all the emotional episodes of that day were all brought about by my baseless assumptions and suspicions. I thought he didn't call last night because he didn't have as much liking as I did. When in fact, he thought I would be calling him and he was waiting for me to call. Toinks! And yesterday, because I was trying to "detach myself from him", he thought I wasn't in the mood for correspondence. So he gave me some space to cope with myself. Taena, ginisa ko ang sarili ko sa sariling kong Baguio oil.

At the end of the day, nakausap ko sa chat si Eternal Wanderer. Nakakasilaw ang busilak, dalisay at mayumi nyang pagkatao... sa webcam. Hahaha. Echos. Di kami nag-web-cum. Wala daw akong kwentang kausap. Nag-aadjust lang naman ako sa kausap ko eh. Hahaha. Joke-lang bading! Peace tayo, mare. Nakakatuwa kang kausap. Di na to mauulit. Hahahahahaha! Charing.

Happy Hump Day, everyone!